I'M JUST FINE!!!

Well, it's been over a year and a half since I had him served. It's been very stressful, but finally things are coming to a close. For one thing, I got a better lawyer who has my best interest in mind; right now she's negoiating with his lawyer to come to a reasonable settlement so we can stay out of court. So, there should be no reason we should go to court unless he just wants to beat his chest and vent his rage about how worthless I was as a wife and don't deserve anything. We'll see what happens.

He has the nerve to say that I stand outside his bedroom door every night and harass him. Can you believe it? He first accused me of waiting for him to get home and yelling as soon as he comes through the door that "I'm going to kill myself! I'm going to kill myself!" Now, I'm harassing him outside his bedroom door. Which is it?! I know what he's doing. He's saying this so he can carry out his plans to kill me and then cry self defense. I can't believe the extent he's going to just to get back at me and see me dead. But I'm putting my trust in Jehovah: I pray to Jehovah that this man doesn't get away with his muderous plot. That my daughters and I will be able to get as far away from this muderer as possible and never have to deal with him again. I pray to Jehovah that He doesn't allow this man to cause anymore destruction than he already has for 35 years; that his lies, his deceit, his murderous plans, the horrible things he's done in the past and continues to do now will be exposed for all to see. I mean he goes to the Kingdom Hall every week and learns about peace, goodness, and always being truthful, then he comes home and carries on the traits of his father, satan.

He's a gutless coward, and I can't wait to get away from him. I've been waiting for this moment all my married life, and it's just days away. If we go to trial, it'll be tuesday Oct.13, next week. I hope we don't, but if we do, one way or another, I'll finally be free of him. Thank Jehovah God Almighty!

At first when this started, I was stressed out; my poor daughters were stressed even more. But reliance on Jehovah has helped us to calm down and see this through with courage and strength. We're okay now. And we know Jehovah will see us through this with continued courage and strength. Thanks to Jehovah, we're going to be just fine!