And Guess What!!!

So, I had already made an appointment with another lawyer, when I got an email from my current one saying she had filed two motions in my behalf. It seems that she had been trying to get the "Black Nazi's" lawyer to get him to turn in the discovery papers and set up a time for mediation, but they would never get back in touch with her. So, she went to court and filed motions to compel. His lawyer sent him the motion papers in the mail, but he hasn't checked the mailbox yet. The court proceeding is Feb. 20th. (I'm so glad I don't have to appear) I hope this time I get the victory, and he doesn't walk out of court with more money in his pocket! Believe me, it could happen! So, it seems she's working in my behalf after all, and I guess I'll stay with her.

I'm so livid right now, it'll probably last way into next week. We're destitute: No jobs, no money in the bank, barely able to buy food and gas. And if we need anything else, like clothes and shoes, well too bad. I can't afford to buy meat (I've forgotten what chicken, hamburger, or even fish taste like) What does a twelve inch Sub taste like anymore? We keep getting job offers we can't take for religious reasons. On top of that, I have to deal with this Nazi's murderous attitude. He's stalling and dodging this case because he can't bear to part with half of his money, and other possessions; Things that I worked just as hard for, and am entitled to whether he, or any man, agrees with it or not. So, what is their usual solution? Take out insurance and have their wives killed so they won't have to lose or pay out anything.

I'm extremely angry because we keep begging and begging Jehovah for a decent job we can take, and yet we keep getting the ones we can't possibly work at. Everytime, we get our hopes up when the phone rings, then it's like the rug gets snatched right out from under us because it's a dead end. Like today: A job offer we couldn't accept. Surprise! Didn't see that coming! What now? How in the world am I going to pay our bills next month, and come up with the money to get our car tags that are due? Do you hear that, Jehovah? Do you think you can send us jobs we CAN take? Now there's a thought. I don't know, maybe it's me. After all, I am only human. Humans wouldn't send someone a job they couldn't accept over and over; We'd give them one they could. It sounds simple, right? But Jehovah takes something that we need desperately, and turns it into an extremely complex stressful ordeal. Dear God, what are you waiting on!!!

I'm done!!