You weren't there; you never were!

Well, I just paid the last bill that will leave $17.00 or less in our bank account. That's all the money we have left. We're really going to be struggling now; we can barely afford food and gas, not to mention other necessities, as it is. But, we'll make it; my daughters and I will get through this. I'll just be glad when we do. I'm doing all I can not to break down; I'm emotionally spent and all I do is cry. I'm trying so hard to be strong for my daughters, but sometimes they see right through me. We apply for every job we can, but still nothing. We're destitute--broke.

I'm fed up with my current lawyer. She doesn't answer my emails or return my phone calls. How long does it take to type out "I'll get back with you soon" or something? She tells me to come to her office at a certain time, and everytime she's not there. She forgot all about our appointment last time; she was at the bank and then on her way home. That shows how important my case is to her. When we went to court for a spousal support hearing, I came out getting less money than when I went in. That black nazi gained $120, and all she could say was "thank you, your honor". I lost money to him, and all she could say was "thank you, your honor"?!! She didn't try to fight for me or anything. Now, I'm struggling on $150 a week, no money in the bank, and meanwhile, he's out spending money left and right, with an extra $120 in his pocket thank you. I'm done with her, so I made an appointment with another lawyer I hope can help me even though I have no money. I hope, and this is my biggest request, that we will bleed him dry.

We'll see...